A new chapter

We had another scan yesterday and seeing the baby jump up and down, well, it’s impossible to describe the feeling of having a miracle in your belly.

having a baby

Even more so when you have lost a baby. I don’t know why I never worried about Harper after it happened, but with this baby I’m really worried.

I know, I know, everything will be fine!! It’s probably a difference in my state of mind. Who knows. But I literally feel like I’m pregnant for the first time. So much more fascinated with it all and looking at the development every night.

We’re not going to find out what it is this time (holy shit the excitement!!!!) but I’m convinced it’s a big man because of the tiredness and hunger already.